You’ll Remember

Joe Brainard’s “I Remember” features 167 pages of sentences that all start with “I remember.”

There’s nothing remotely eloquent about the language he uses, but by the last page, you’ll wish he remembered more.

Unconventional, unchained and unorganized, this book is a prime example of beauty achieved by simplicity and controlled chaos.

Brainard’s book can easily be classified as an experiment in memoir writing, but when was an easy classification ever worth anything? Sure, there are elements of memoir and autobiography in the book. They are essentially the straw the stirs the drink. However, with a myriad of pop culture mentions and historical allusions, it’s much more.

Simply put, if you want to learn about things in the ‘40s and ‘50s, Brainard’s “I Remember” is a good place to start.

Not many memoirs can discuss the food, film, gossip, politics and art scenes of the time, while accurately putting the main character in the center of it all. In the end, Brainard’s work leaves you with a crystal clear perception of him, a man who’s truly lived life but yearns for the next day, the next memory, the next moment, to prove he can do it all over again.

In small sips, much like a small child with sensitive teeth would drink from a cold-water fountain, Brainard opens up about his family and homosexuality. Sixty years later, it’s easy to see how the world was so much more reclusive and untrusting. From his stories, it’s easy to see how difficult it must have been to express yourself as a gay man. Because of this, his struggle is still an important one that is easy to feel emotionally connected to.

However, the organization of it all will throw off any reader that enjoys a highly- structured tale. There’s no real model for doing what Brainard does properly here, especially since he was the first person to do it. While it may feel like its bouncing around and never setting its feet firmly in any one place, the book eventually builds a foundation built upon honesty and humility. When the time comes to close the book for the last time, it’s nearly impossible to say that you don’t understand what his life has been like.

So while it may be anything but conventional, “I Remember” accomplishes its mission of telling us about Joe Brainard.

Above all these, “I Remember” possesses an ability to get you to think about yourself.

While Brainard is an odd fellow, with sexual escapades [with both sexes] and situations that can induce redness in the cheeks among even the worldliest, his candid nature and ability to hold nothing back are the key to the book’s readability. Too often are memoirs a way for someone to lie to themselves enough to share those fallacies with an audience that doesn’t know any better, twisting situations and moments into ones that make the scribe look like the hero or the sexy villain. After the first few pages of Brainard’s book, with mentions of a cold glass of water after a bowl of ice cream and stuffing a sock in his underwear, it’s obvious that isn’t the case.

The last thing Brainard cares about is what anyone thinks of him. If he did, this book would have never been written.

In 167 pages, Brainard becomes so much more than a man who just remembers. The book is written in a carefree way, like a bar stool conversation with a stranger that develops into a life-long friendship.

Regardless of who you are, you will remember.

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About Patrick Hickey Jr. 13821 Articles
Patrick Hickey Jr. is a full-time Assistant Professor of Communication & Performing Arts and Director of the Journalism program at Kingsborough Community College and is the chairman of the City University of New York Journalism Council. He is the Founder and Editor-In-Chief of ReviewFix.com. He's also a former News Editor at NBC Local Integrated Media and National Video Games Writer at Examiner.com where his work was mentioned in National Ad campaigns by Disney, Nintendo and EA Sports. Hickey was also the Editor-In-Chief of two College Newspapers before he received his BA in Journalism from Brooklyn College. Hickey's work has been published in The New York Daily News, The New York Times, Complex, The Hockey Writers, Yahoo!, Broadway World, Examiner, NYSportScene Magazine, ProHockeyNews.com, GothamBaseball.com, The Syracuse Post-Standard, Scout.com and the official sites of the Brooklyn Aces and New York Islanders. His first book, The Minds Behind the Games: Interviews With Cult And Classic Video Game Developers was released in April 2018 and is chock full of interviews with legendary developers. His second book in the series, The Minds Behind Adventures Games, was released in December 2019. His third book, The Minds Behind Sports Games, was released in September 2020. His fourth book, The Minds Behind Shooter Games, was released in March 2021. The Minds Behind Sega Genesis Games and The Minds Behind PlayStation Games were released in 2022 and The Minds Behind PlayStation 2 was published in January 2023. Hickey is also a contracted comic book writer, currently penning his original series, "Condrey," as well as "The Job," "Brooklyn Bleeds" "Dem Gulls" and "KROOM" for Legacy Comix, where he serves as founder, owner and Editor-in-Chief. Hickey Jr. is also a voice actor, having starred in the 2018 indie hit and 2019 Switch, PS4 and Xbox One release, The Padre (also serving as English language Story Editor), from Shotgun With Glitters. The sequel, The Padre: One Shell Straight to Hell was released in February 2021- Hickey also served as a Story Editor and Lead Voiceover performer. He has also done narration and trailers for several other titles including The Kaiju Offensive, Relentless Rex and Roniu’s Tale. Hickey is also the lead voiceover performer on Mega Cat Studios’ upcoming title WrestleQuest, responsible for nearly 90 characters in the game, as well as Skybound's Renfield: Bring Your Own Blood, where he voices both Dracula and Renfield, as well as several other characters. He also stars in Ziggurat Interactive’s World Championship Boxing Manager 2, where he performs the VO of nearly every male character in the game. He also worked on the Atari VCS’s BPM Boy.

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